dheliza|China

"'Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword?' No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him wholoved us.  For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powershrist Jesus our Lord." (Romans 8:35&37-39)

In the past months, I was struggling against loneliness for I am in the place wherein  no one can communicate with me well.  The difficult situation every day made me weak until I don't know how to live as a Christian and worst thing I can't pray.  I was in the darkest time of my spiritual life.  I felt I lost my identity and I was shocked of things I was doing.  It was very difficult for me to forgive myself and I am very ashame of myself.  i didn't know how to move forward and no one was there to encourge me. When I woke up from all the mess I did, I just cry to God and ask Him to forgive me and help me stand again... It was not easy because I couldn't forgive myself but then God is faithful always regardless of what we are... I feel His embrace and I really understand now that nothing can separate us from the love of Jesus.  We just need to acknowledge that we need Him in ourlives in all situatins.  I am very glad that I found Him.  I pray that all people who are suffering from condemnation will find refuge in Jesus... nothing can separate us from His love no matter how deep we fall down...